Speak It Until You Believe It
A place designed to strengthen, support, and sustain the personal and spiritual growth of men (young and old) as they enter manhood, husbandhood, and fatherhood by helping them develop the T.R.A.I.T.S. of "Real Men": T-transparency (honesty with self and others); R-responsibility (lives up to his commitments); A-accountability (keeps himself and his brothers in check); I-integrity (lives and leads by example); T-teaches (mentors others); and S-serves (serves God and gives to others).
I often tell people that when it comes to life, our choices are quite simple: either we can get up, give up, or shut up! Meaning, when we’re faced with tough situations, we can either choose to get up and do something about it; we can choose to give up and accept it for what it is; or we can shut up, stop complaining, and change our attitude about the situation.
So repeat after me, “God, I repent for not always doing the right thing I know I should do and for not always resisting the wrong things I know I shouldn’t do. I know it’s my rebellious nature that refuses to surrender totally and completely to your will. Please help me do better, and please forgive me for not allowing my ‘old nature’ to die and for preventing my ‘born again nature’ to live and express himself totally in my life. Each day God, help remind me that my ‘old nature’ must die in order for Christ to live in me fully. Today, with your help, I submit to your way of doing things and I die to mine. Amen.”
A few years ago, a dear friend of mine challenged me to do something that has literally transformed my spiritual life. He asked me to seek God earnestly and diligently for 40 days in solitude (early in the morning) and then write down everything and anything God revealed to me each day. He also promised to do the same (with me), and we would in turn hold each other accountable until the end of the 40 days.
I had a very interesting week this week and also a relationship-altering experience as well. I have to first start by making a confession…I love being right.
Now that may not be an earth-shattering revelation to you, because most people do; who doesn’t? However, not only do I like to be right, I’m very good at proving I’m right. In other words, I’m an excellent debater. Again, that my sound okay on the surface, but my skillfulness at “proving my case” has brought me many victories, but it also has brought me many defeats in my relationship with others. Ironically, most of my conflicts with others go wrong when I'm right (and I can prove it) rather than when I'm wrong (and they can prove it).
One reason I started this “RealWorld Mens' Blog” was because I wanted to demonstrate to men who, like me, may not have had a “strong male role model” growing up, that a strong man is also a man who’s humble enough to admit his weaknesses. This is a lesson I’ve had to learn the hard way over the years and I still struggle with to this day. And one of the toughest lessons I’ve had to learn is that when it comes to relationships (whether with your mate, child, friend, co-worker, or even a stranger), it’s always far better to be “righteous” than to be “right.”
What do I mean by that? Whenever you’re in a conflict with someone, and you only focus on “proving your point” and doing whatever it takes to “win” the argument, you may walk away feeling good about yourself, but the other person might walk away feeling bad about themselves (including you). However, if you focus on being “righteous” (i.e., speaking and acting towards the other person with love), even if you disagree, both of you will walk away feeling good, not only about yourselves, but also each other. I hope this makes sense. Now back to my point.
This week, after engaging in a conflict with someone I love - that didn’t end quite the way I would’ve liked (i.e., me being right, but the relationship being wounded) - I decided to spend a considerable amount of time with God reflecting on as many “bad endings” as I could remember with those I love. Call it old age or spiritual maturity, but “being right” and “proving I’m right” was starting to leave me feeling less and less satisfied each time.
So I sought God’s guidance; and I would like to share with you what He spoke to my heart and revealed to me about me. In turn, I hope you might be able to pull some wisdom for yourself as you work to strengthen your own relationship with others (especially those you love).
First, God showed me that my passion for truth, although a good thing, has gotten me into trouble, because it’s prevented me from being more compassionate to those I try to share it (truth) with. In other words, He told me:
“Don’t just speak truth with passion, speak it with com-passion.”
Next, God revealed to me that whenever I seek to speak truth to someone, if they try to resist, reject, or ignore it, then I need to just back off. But He told me this way:
“Whenever you feel the need to ‘push’ then you need to ‘pause’.”
This really hit home with me, because so many times other people’s resistance to my point causes me to speak a little louder, be a little more forceful, and push a little harder, until I eventually “push” them away.
Then, God showed me that whenever I anticipated or sensed a conflict with someone, I should pray before I engage. He spoke it to me this way:
“Seek before you speak.”
Simple enough; He suggested I seek His face and "His way" of how I should handle the situation before I seek to get my point across “my way.” And given my track record lately, I have no choice but to follow this advice.
And the last thing God spoke to me was probably the most revealing. He told me that whenever I get into a conflict with someone, I need to make fewer statements and ask more questions. But he said this way:
“Ask more questions and make less accusations.”
Ouch! This was more revealing to me because I never realized I was accusing anyone of anything when I argued with them. But that’s exactly what I was doing. By insisting and proving I was right, I was actually judging and accusing them of being wrong. My job is to speak truth, not to prove it. That's God's job.
But then I ask God another question, “How can I do better?” In addition to the three (3) things he mentioned above, he also gave me three (3) questions to interject into any conflict whenever I see it going downhill:
1. How do you think I should respond to you in this situation?
2. What do you need me to do for you right now?
3. We don’t seem to be connecting with each other, what am I doing wrong?
Although it was painful to see some of my character flaws, I walked away feeling encouraged not condemned, because now I know better. But that doesn’t necessarily mean I’ll always do better in my relationship with others, unless I realize that in any conflict or argument, that it’s not about me, it’s not about them, it’s always about us and God’s best for us. Be blessed my brothers, and stay in His grip!
A few years ago, I decided to start a tradition of allowing my son to share in my “Quiet Time with God” moments; whereas we would sit in my closet, pick a chapter in the Bible and discuss it openly and honestly. Although I was a little reluctant (and maybe selfish) to do it at first, I thought it would be a great opportunity to spend some quality time with him and also help him grow and develop spiritually. Little did I know that his participation would also contribute to my spiritual growth and development as well. It’s funny how God finds so many creative ways to humble us.
Well this morning was one of those times. We decided to read out of Deuteronomy 10, when our discussion took an interesting turn into a totally different direction.
We started reading about Moses and his abuse of the power God had given him. Moses became angry at the Israelites for building a false idol to worship; something God had forbidden. Because of his anger, Moses disobeyed God in his response to the Israelites and was forbidden from entering the Promise Land.
Our (my son and I) discussion immediately, and strangely enough, shifted into a discussion about husbands and wives; please don’t ask me why – I have no idea. Who can know the mind of 13 year old?
Specifically, we got into a discussion about the legal authority God had given man as the spiritual head of the woman – and the abuse of that authority.
My son asked, “Dad, why do men abuse their authority?” Quite a heavy question to drop on a person (at least so early in the morning). Well, as usual, I said a quick prayer hoping God would give me wisdom to answer my son without my ego getting involved. And as usual, God did not disappoint. He revealed to me, that as men, when we hear and think of the word “authority,” we tend to think and equate it to the word “power.”
However, in actuality, when we hear the word “authority,” we should immediately hear and focus our attention on a different word… and that word is “responsibility.”
To help my son gain a better understanding of what I meant and where I was going with this, I had Kendall shift his focus from husband and wife to parent and child. This shift gave both us great clarity. Allow me to explain.
As Kendall’s God-appointed and God-anointed father, I have the legal “authority” over him. Meaning, if I choose, I could demand (and even force and coerce him) to do things against his will and his conscience. In fact, when I told Kendall some of the things I could require him to do or make him do, but choose NOT to, he was amazed (and quite relieved I might add). And out of obligation or fear, he would more than likely feel compelled to do it.
But I told him, however, from God’s perspective, the authority He gave me over him (as a child) actually meant I was responsible FOR him and accountable TO God for his spiritual growth and development.
So likewise, husbands have a God-appointed “responsibility” to their wives. And if a man fully accepts and fulfills his Godly responsibility to his wife, leads by example; nurtures her Spirit; helps her mature in her walk with Christ; and shows her unconditional love; she will more than likely, lovingly and willingly submit and serve under her husband’s “authority” – no different than a child serves and submits to a loving parent. This is no longer done out of obligation or compulsion, but rather out of Godly obedience and respect.
After sharing this insight with my son, I immediately had to repent (openly) for some of the mistakes I’d made during my marriage to his mother. I thanked God for the revelation and wisdom he had just given me concerning “authority,” and I asked him to forgive me for all of those times I used my God-given authority to exercise power instead of accept responsibility. I also asked him to plant and engraft this lesson in my heart and grant me the strength to walk out this truth in my Spirit; and my desire would be to have him do the same for you as well. Be strong my brother, and know you’re in my prayers.
Until next time, stay in His grip!